I love school too

I have a small bottle of wine waiting for me to start doing all those essays I was supposed to do during summer (thank you, IB). I will, as soon as my computer starts working. It has started a strike against me. There's like three weeks left of the vacation, and I have done absolutely nothing. Excuse me, IB people, for not being a superhuman. One year left, can I quit now?
Talking about school, my math project is supposed to determine whether sleeping and drinking coffee has an effect on school grades. I don't think so. Coffee gets you through the school day (somewhat), but all my life I have slept six or less hours per night during school weeks, and I'm doing just fine. "Fine" as to the fact that I never do homework or study for exams. I might be half asleep during lessons, but I wouldn't listen and/or understand anyways. At this point I would like to ask myself why the hell am I writing about school during vacation????? Maybe because for us IB-students, THERE ARE NO VACATIONS. This is a good point to start to consider whether I made the right choice after all. After comprehensive school, I was perfectly done with studying and wanted to choose something easy, so I went and applied to IB. They told me it would be hard and all work, but nooo I went anyway.
I'm just gonna take the usual way and start writing those essays few days before school starts.

I'm pretty sure I'll be good to spend few months inside four white walls after finishing high school. If I ever finish. The idea of graduation party is the thing that still keeps me going.

I'm pretty sure I'll start having nightmares of teachers asking me where my essays are real soon.

I'm pretty sure I'm not pretty sure about anything.